40D40N – Day 10

So last night I couldn’t even begin to deal with the energy tools (the hell?). Okay so I can guess why but I figured since last night was still day 9 I could attempt for the 30 consecutive from now onwards. It’s just getting a touch frustrating. This morning (day 10) was your standard hat-trick/Bazinga!

Anguish

Okay, so here’s the thing. I feel like I’m on the verge of something big, some huge development just waiting to burst forth from me. Furthermore, I have this intuitive feeling (set at “a kick in the nuts” intensity) that this is a big part of it. Now we’ve just gotten paypal in South Africa so it’s get-able, the thing is I have no credit card. Oh, you totally accept debit cards? I so have one of those… but your rejecting it. Okay so maybe my sister will get it for me and I can pay her back, but no she doesn’t feel comfortable with online purchases. Fair enough, I can’t even feel annoyed about that (that I had to wait 2 days for any word from her however…). So off to the bank I go. After fanagaling with someone behind the counter they manage to come up with a solution that isn’t a credit card (because I really don’t want one right now and it might mess with my student loan repayments)  which they say is a cheque card which is totally suited for online transactions. And you can totally get it in 5 days. 5 WORKING DAYS! You seriously mean I have to put up with my intuition kicking me in the balls until next week Friday! Oh woe betide you guys if it doesn’t work when it gets here. What’s a real slap in the face though is that having studied Abraham I know that feeling this anguish about not having the card now, about not being able to work through the book now, is only going to cause it to be delayed in entering my experience. Sometimes I hate being aware.

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